Today I drank alone, whiskey to be clear. I have been planning on drinking for the past several days thinking: "Today ill drink a little to feel good" and today i actually drank. I felt good, really good actually, all i could think about is how good i was feeling and why life cant just feel like this all the time... This is a problem. and i HAVE to stop it before it spirals "out of control".
Especially since my family has a history of alcohol misuse.
Im also just mad at myself cause I know ill probably do it again even though im sad I drank now
If anything i said sounds familiar to you; seek help.
You are not alone.
Alcohol isnt gonna solve anything . It WILL cause even more problems thet might not seem serious now. Please dont let it ruin your life.

No gif today.